last day of class
still have an ages befor it's finisheed today but i've done all the work.

for some resion i'm working this sunday, wich i find odd becasue this will be the 1st time i have to work o n a week end in my life, but i'm happy becasue it means more $ on payday.

talking baout payday, lask week i entered my time card (online) on a thusday like asked, only to find becasue i had 3 hours on firyday it wasent entered. so i think my money dosent go in till next week insted of this week *Crys*

i smell, i had an shower last night but there is somethign funky going on. i'm goign to buy some mint and stuff

so i can say i am working now;

and long ago (so sad) i made myself a promise to myself that until i was working i would not do something...and that was actively seek a girlfriend, if it just happened that would of been fine, but i would not do stuff like go up to the cute girl who smiles at me and ask them out.

so now i'm free to do the things and buy the things and so on that i never did before.

i just need to not panic attack myslef @.@

7th BBQ at my locale park or my place in case of rain.

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so 1st day of class was like a test on whether i would snap it seems.

i left at the same time i used to leave and still be early but the trains have really gotten bad, i had no clue how bad yet.
in class i got the teacher that dose not like me, she made a point of calling out my name after saying don't be late and stuff about bad spelling wont be tolerated, yelling out asking what i was doing when all i was doing was saving all the assignments and needed information, this class used to be apart of the Crt III and i have already done it before, she just made thing harder, but not the good hard the dumb hard, where it has rule that dont make scene like we have to use the wizened in publisher 1992...1992 is so crap.
we get out at 12.30 and i head off to meet the head of the cores seeing as i've been talking to her bye email and and told her i would see her and ask her if i got all the number's for all the different TAFE/uni that i called up for asking for work the week beforehand but i had gotten a call back from one and i start paid training next week, but i had to still go and see her because i wasn't able to get her bye mail.
get told she is out till 1.30. so i wait and 1hour just to tell her 'hay i'm getting paid training then some work after'
then off i go to prahran station wich is one stop from my change over for the line home.
i must of tuned out but i was there for 1.15min till we found out the trains where broken down, and not bye an train employee just some random woman that paid the money (it's like $5) to called them up and get and update on when the train comes.
so i now have to take 2 trams to get one train stop up to South Yarra wich take 45min.

once in cheltenham i stop at centerlink to hand in what job i've been looking for and to make shore they know i started part time class that day and to ask about what to do when i start earning some money, but of cores the line is too the door. but lucky this lady comes along ask the two questions they always ask and got out like 3/4 of the people. but that's when i find out i have last fortnights forum. so i have to wait to i get server wait will the guy spend 15 printing it off sends me away and line up again, when i get back the program they use is fucking up.

there was this guy creaking up and crying at one of the other tables.

all in all i got home at 5.15pm

i need to learn how to vent. i just seem to wash it all away and nothing gets solved.
worse xmass ever...but i feel like it's carried over to today as well and it's just going to go on.